Monthly Archives: January, 2008
SoOo There’s this girl.
I can’t believe it’s been almost a year since we “met”. I guess I’ve been trailing along the sidelines trying to keep my feelings safe for so long..it crept up on me. I have a crush on her and I don’t think she really grasps it. I don’t know that I want her to because …
Ahhh. Bullocks.
Well my ear has gotten wayyy better. I can still feel faint pain, but at least it’s not as bad. My throat is starting to feel like its closing and I can’t shake this headachey feeling. Ugh I feel like I’m whining but jinkies. Mums toe swelling went down a tad, but she’s still having …
Ouch.
I never thought this week could get any worse. Today has been hell. Absolute hell. I’m so stressed out, hurt, confused, disappointed, scared..just totally sick from it all. My ear is still hurting like hell and I feel just sick. To make things even worse my mum has some kinda lump on her toe and …
well..
worst day of my life. i’m completely stressed out.
*Big smile*
Big turn around from earlier. I’m a happy girl right now. (:
Di-lovely (:
My day just got a million times better..I’m chatting with my crush..I know I shouldn’t be, but what the hell. She’s so dreamy. so Shane though..so Shane. WHat am I an idiot?!!!!
Can I be human today?
I’m feeling reallllly down today. I’m not sure what it is exactly. I’ve got an ear infection, headache, sore throat, and insensitive ppl all around me with daggers as tongues. It’s like everything is just so pointless and fickle. I…
Because I’m on a string dangling above an ocean of octupusses.
Omg I have a HUUUUUGE crush. I don’t think I’ve ever crushed so hard on someone. It’s so obvious to me that infatuation isn’t solid ground, yet I can’t seem to stop thinking of her. Why is this? We spoke for a few hours..she didn’t talk, she caressed…I dunno. I can’t let myself think of …
Tired.
I find myself very exhausted. Obviously I don’t do much. It’s really starting to get next to me. I feel like I’m wasting my life. Everyday just kind of blends into the other. I think I need to kick up the job search a few notches. That’ll be a start. -” Ok there’s no sense …
Don't Worry, stay Happy! 