take my hand optimism..hold me close Reality.
My sister went to a treatment center yesterday and today was her 1st meeting. I’m always stoic about these things. I am proud of her for taking steps to claim her life back. I hope she has the strength to hold on to sobriety. I can’t set myself up to high for a let down…there’s been so many let downs. I’m glad she’s finally being honest with herself above all things. The next step is to be honest with her mother and I. My mom always assumes the absolute worst..and with no communication..no honest communication one can’t entirely blame her.
later the same day..well she came home complaining about all the paperwork she needs and references and blah lala..Excuses. I’m over it. I can’t put any more energy into this tonight (: